things are not turning out to wad we wanted.

my heart nearly stop after i read it.

my mood turning from bad to worst.

a very big blow to me.

wad can i say. even my sis cant believe it's true.

hope shattered.

really feel like crying.

now reading a fanfic..making me more sad reading it.

*sobs* *off to find tissue*

[pls tell us it isn't true...pls...i beg u~]