Hiya ppl..i'm back!! Just feeling so idiot!! Same like amanda.

I supposed everybody will think staying with parents is a very wonderful thing..but to me..is a nightmare!! Started off with them came home after work..we were watching tv and out of sudden he started scolding..for nth!! He went on and on and on..den started to dig out the past..and continue his lectures!! He blamed us for teaching bad things to my younger sis..blamed us for not concerning abt them..etc(all those bad things u can think of).

Okie..i admit..i'm not very concerned abt them..why?? 20 yrs of my life..nv ever stayed with them..nv really sat down and talk as a family at all!! How u wan me to be very concern abt u when u wasn't very concern abt me too!! U dun even noe wad i like and wad i dun like..wad i'm scared of. IF out of the sudden i treat u very nicely..u surely think i have motive..wanna get money from u..wanna cheat u!! Why bring me here when i'm a burden to u!! Should have strangle me when i'm born..rather den letting me to suffer all those shitty things!!

I had enough of u okie..wad u said was the max..i'll remember every word u said everything u did!! And i'll tell ppl how 'wonderful' my daddy was!! And u..i'm so disappointed in u..shouldn't u help us when he said those things?? Guess we aren't very important to u!! Thanks huh!!

[ohana means family..family mean nobody gonna be forgotten or left behind! -> RUBBISH!!!]

[God..Pls take me away from them..save me from these pains!]